| Almost Everyone just Loves Competition in the Beginning. Especially when your the one who will win in the end. Everyone has one goal in when they compete. To Win. Yet the higher you go the more you'll hate it. You feel lucky to be moving on to the next round and amazed you made it yet just scared that you might lose the next one. But the moment you win everything, you feel like you conquered the world. All of this is True except when your compete for the Love. Your goal is still the same. To win. While more fall, the ones that stay are the ones you watch out for. Just like any other competition. But the feeling of other people getting closer then you. Just makes you feel horrible. It the end unlike other competitions, winning feels like nothing. In Competitions you compete because you want to PROVE your the Best. Yet when it comes to Love, it just saddens you that you HAVE to prove it. Because when it comes to Love. The Proof should be already there.
- Inspired by My Shows that I watch that I notice make me really sad when theres people fighting for who they Love. |
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| OMFG I'm looking for a job while I'm Sick WTH Uhh Watch me Throw Up while talking or something XDD....Rawr I wanted to Look for a job TOMMOROW when I get better BUT I can't....Rawr...I better not get worse or else I'll go barf on your ass
Thats What Steven Do - GHETTO ASS REMIX
( I hope no one really looks at Xanga or else they'll think I'm a complete Dumbass XDD) You ask me why
I change the color of my hair (yeah) [Psh I wish]
You ask me why
I need thirty two pairs of flip flops (to wear) [XDD]
You seem to ask me why I got a lot of things
It's just a Steven thing... you ought to let it go
and try to understand
but you don't have a cluuuuuuuuuue
CHORUS
That's what Steven do
Gotta Keep you guessing the whole day through
Play your emotions push all your buttons it's true
That's what Steven do
You ask me why
I gotta play so hard to get (yeah) [you do? tehe]
You ask me
Do I play it cool just to make you sweat (yeah) [Umm Sure lol]
You want some kind of explanation I can give
It's just a Steven thing... that your messin' with
to me it's Black and White
but it's not gettin' through to you......
CHORUS
BRIDGE
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Why should I change [Yea Why XDD]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.... I'm havin', too much fun [Chyea!!]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.... to you it's confusing
to me it's nothing new
Thats what Steven do
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| Its so weird...it feels like how it did the first year I came to High School. The feeling of uncertainty. Not knowing whats gonna come. Not knowing how much harder I have to study or who I'm gonna hang out. I feel a little nervous. I hate it yet I'm loving it at the sametime. Everyones gonna have a rough road to walk on their own yet there will be people who will endure the road with you...I seriously still need some growing up to do. I'll have to say Good-bye for now but when I learned what I'm supposed to learn, thats when I'll say Hello again. Our Roads will cross once again |
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| Upcoming School Year I think I can wait. I don't wanna go back to school yet. I'm lazy and this is Junior year. I'm gonna have to make some changes in a lot of things. Like Procrastination and many other things. Its okay I guess. I can adapt to changes. Like they say "If one Door Closes another one opens" Actually wait. I change my mind I'm gonna look forward to this year. Find a little more about myself. I wanna make new friends. Well I always wanna make new friends every year thats no difference. I also wanna see if I can keep up with everyone in the class. Wonder what awaits me. All I know is that theres gonna be some good things and some bad things.
I mean EVERYTHING I say. I'm gonna HAVE to make some changes to keep up with others.
You know what I'm just gonna stop here. If you wanna mess with me I'm gonna take it seriously this time. Your not gonna like me being Serious. I can play really dirty. Just wait to see what I can do. Its okay I can stoop to your level. |
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| Chyea...Finally Got to hang out with Johnny on Saturday. I really wanted to hang out with Johnny just once before Summer Ended. Got My Wish. Now I'm satisfyed with Summer. To tell the Truth its one of the Best Summers. I had more Freedom this Summer.
Yea...Writing Today cuz I didn't get to yesterday |
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